The joker or the joke?

Nearly every man I have talked to has called me funny; I didn’t like this at some point, but now I don’t mind it. I’ve grown to like being called funny by anyone, be it a man or woman, because something about it is so soothing for my ego; like I literally say things without even trying, and people laugh? Incredible!

But here’s the downside of it…

I sat down recently after being called funny by someone, and it just crossed my mind how the joker was seen as “funny”, but didn’t really have anyone that consistently wanted to be around him when he wasn’t trying to be funny.

While that is not the story of my life, sometimes I wonder if I would have as much people around me if I wasn’t funny. I just got myself something new to ponder on, haha!

Also being a funny woman and being single makes me wonder if I’m the joker or the joke, because why am I being called funny and no one wants to be with a funny woman??

Not like I care, but uhm make it make sense.